Archive for January, 2009

Shivers of the soul

January 27, 2009

The October sky in Shanghai was inspiring. Looking back, I think I have started my own searching of the soul and finding of the root, just like many others have done under the same October sky and along similar paths.

Shanghai has became more strange and baffling to me than it was once familiar. Being a traveler fostered under the known roofs during all my previous visits, I could only see a fraction of the city. Without experiencing the daily life or understanding the social and cultural chemistries of the city, I was bewildered by the glamorous and yet decadent side of Shanghai, and troubled by the expanding social gaps between the diverse residents of Shanghai.

It will be time for me to become an individual living in this metropolitan of my birth. To see what I’ve all missed, and to experience what I’ve all loved.

October Sky

曾经是过去

January 2, 2009

“两年前的考试季节还清晰地浮现在眼前。这个Xanga,曾经是我随时随地吐苦水的地方, 很是亲切……现在,日记和Xanga都变成了奢侈,可是对于我来说,它们都是生活中的必需品。

工作以后的日子目不暇接,而我爱胡思乱想的毛病还是没有改掉。因为两个人在一起,因为走入社会渴望成熟与独立,因为与时光的赛跑……我常常为荣辱得失困扰不已。曾几何时,我崇尚虔诚和出世的心态。但不知为什么,如今做起来很难。似乎我也成为了这世界上这一群”女人”的一员— 所有的劣根性都避免不了

我喜欢过去邻家女孩般的我, 但似乎回不去了……”

[Playing What Sarah Said by Death Cab For Cutie]